August 30th, 2007
Because I am a master procrastinator, I wrote this about Floating World before I attended, and never posted it.
Besides the sex, it seems a lot like other BDSM events I’ve attended. I had a rollicking good time at them all. The better the class list, the more conversation you can have while asking […]
Posted in nyc, floating world | 15 Comments »
August 29th, 2007
I have nightmares sometimes where I’m covered in scars. I see my back in the mirror, crossed with white lash marks, and in the dream I feel incredibly ashamed.
When this came up in conversation yesterday, it sounded vain. I am vain in reality: I would be love to be covered in scars and tattoos. […]
Posted in marks, young and confused, shame | 6 Comments »
August 23rd, 2007
(Disclaimer: I have nothing against China. Or Bitchy Jones. Colloquially, China is where one ends up when one digs a very deep hole.)
We’re past butterflies and tornados, in my land of kinky pseudo-sociology. Here in New York I fuck a guy in the ass for $200, and in China, a submissive man […]
Posted in young and confused, feminism, pro domination, sex work, service topping, money, shame | 12 Comments »
August 16th, 2007
Despite frequent requests, I’ve never taken a wrestling session at work.
Not that it is beneath me as a “pro-domme” — please, I do peanut butter — but I am a little girl who knows nothing about wrestling. Also, how could I win against someone twice my size? I lose money for declining these […]
Posted in modeling, porn, kink dot com, real live porn stars, anal sex, pro domination, sex work, fantasy facilitation, service topping | 2 Comments »
August 16th, 2007
I am not being productive here this week.
Last weekend I had excuses: a nude beach, a playparty, a tea party of sex bloggers. I got sick, and took Monday off work to let my tonsils fight amongst themselves. I worked Tuesday night (I never work nights), had a photoshoot Wednesday, worked Wednesday night […]
Posted in TES, schedule, floating world, fff | 13 Comments »
August 7th, 2007
Let’s get the rest of the morally dubious saved stories out of the way, so I can go back to talking about how hot and dominant I am.
Loving sex is not always enough to love sex events.
Attending an orgy was a stretch for me. I’m into sadomasochism: swingers and sex parties often leave me […]
Posted in young and confused, shame, orgy, sex party, consent | 13 Comments »
August 5th, 2007
Summer is slow for my industry. “Five Things I Hate About Being A Dominatrix In The Summer” really says it all. We’ve thoroughly tested the iced-coffee theory in this heat; maybe tomorrow we’ll lay off playing with my webcam and obtain asparagus out of sheer boredom.
These may be the first photographic evidence […]
Posted in marks, bruises, pictures, switching, the double standard, pro domination, submission (or the lack thereof), masochism, pain, sex work, nyc, spanking, sex party | 9 Comments »
August 2nd, 2007
I got my septum pierced today on a whim. The needle barely pinched, but I got scared and grabbed the poor piercer by his shirt anyway.
My bravery astounds me sometimes.
The retainer I bought seems to hang straight. Cross your fingers for me? Now, if no one hits me in the nose for a couple months, […]
Posted in needles and piercing | 9 Comments »