January 30th,
So much drunk! I wonder if I will regret coming out to my college acquaintances tomorrow.
I did it sober (which is to say, before the drinking ensued, but after I developed a crush on the boy). We’ll see. I suspect that sleeping with arrogant, entitled rich boys would be disastrous — but […]
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January 29th,
Since I couldn’t sleep last night, I got some things fixed around here. Most notable is probably the header.
You’ll notice “where to find me” and “where to see me” on the sidebar; tags and archives have been tidied for easier access; and my sidebar’s been reorganized in a more logical fashion.
Everything is subject to change […]
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January 28th,
Is there a word for “fainting at the sight of blood”?
I don’t. No, really, I don’t. But for a moment today I thought I’d developed it. After a long day shooting video with Mistress Trish, we were pulling a dozen needles out of our lucky submissive’s genitals. Blood was everywhere. Each […]
Posted in pictures, modeling, porn, blogging, pro domination, blood, sex work, nyc, needles and piercing | 5 Comments »
January 26th,
1. A timeline. I often save posts for many weeks or months.
2. Representative of my sexual preferences, in any given situation.
3. An accurate retelling of sexual encounters. “Artistic license” doesn’t begin to describe my clipping, mish-mashing, ornamentation and disregard for detail.
4. An accurate record of how much sex I have, with who, or […]
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January 23rd,
He’s got a new whip, he says. Second time using it, he says.
My sympathy for his nerves is limited. Being hit feels new every time.
His aim is impeccable, but I’m trying hard to let him hit me at all. When I drive, I’m the girl in the passenger seat who can’t help […]
Posted in switching, submission (or the lack thereof), tasty whips, masochism, pain, sex party, orion, gags | 9 Comments »
January 23rd,
Blaurgh, home from class and I am so tired. Why did I go out last night? Oh, right, the sodomy.
I used to be crazy about anal sex — receptive, that is. For a long time I didn’t take it, then I got nervous about it, and then I felt like a hypocrite […]
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January 22nd,
I spent bits of last weekend at a sex party. I also spent bits of it at Arisia seeing friends. This would’ve been enough of a stretch, but then I spent other bits of it in the hospital seeing a terminally ill relative. My general sense of the weekend was one of […]
Posted in travel, sex party, boston, arisia | 6 Comments »
January 15th,
May’s comment was so perfect, I’m reposting it.
Not that this is news to you, Calico, but I think it deserves articulation here:
Declining an offer of sex is also something that many people do not [do] out of repulsion for the person making the proposal, but because of some other reason that has very little to […]
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January 14th,
I really wanted to write an anecdote in screenplay format. Tact prevents me from writing it at all. However, dear reader, if you have an encounter with multiple men, I encourage you to write about it in screenplay format, that you may write MAN in capital letters as many times as possible. […]
Posted in young and confused, the double standard, feminism, explanation, shame, non-monogamy, orgy, sex party, fff, empowerment, humiliation, lust | 13 Comments »
January 14th,
Appropriately enough for a non-public-play event, one of the first things to come back from my weekend are fashion show pictures.
Ian X (of blood-dolls.com) shot these stills. I’m sure he was frustrated all to hell with the conditions, but I love these shots!
No, Molly and I did not theme our outfits on purpose.
Check out […]
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