August 20th,
When I told some friends I was shooting for a site called Perfect Slave, they started laughing. Yeah, yeah.
They did manage to make my ass look pretty good, over my vociferous sartorial protests:
And for good measure, I picked this photo because you can tell that I’m laughing.
Porn performers don’t get residuals so […]
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July 23rd,
I talk a lot about limits: please-do’s and do’s, but mostly the don’t-do’s. On a good shoot, I like most of the activities and none exceed my limits. On a mediocre shoot, I’m bored, but at least I can perform well.
I’d never had a bad shoot before.
Much of this responsibility as a model is […]
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July 21st,
3. What do you do about your hair? You know, down there?
I think my bits would be happiest neatly trimmed, but it is not to be.
Natural is a niche market in porn. We will not examine this phenomenon today, lest I get bogged down in discussion of beauty standards, but I do want […]
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July 18th,
2. What about my zits/scars/stretch marks/bruises?
No one on set cares about your flaws and customers have better things to look at. We all have flaws, including your favorite porn stars. The difference is that they have confidence and enthusiasm. Don’t go on a bender and show up with barked shins and a black […]
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January 28th,
Is there a word for “fainting at the sight of blood”?
I don’t. No, really, I don’t. But for a moment today I thought I’d developed it. After a long day shooting video with Mistress Trish, we were pulling a dozen needles out of our lucky submissive’s genitals. Blood was everywhere. Each […]
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January 14th,
Appropriately enough for a non-public-play event, one of the first things to come back from my weekend are fashion show pictures.
Ian X (of blood-dolls.com) shot these stills. I’m sure he was frustrated all to hell with the conditions, but I love these shots!
No, Molly and I did not theme our outfits on purpose.
Check out […]
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January 8th,
or, Why Kink Should Have Me On Salary.
Mona left a comment on a previous post of mine, The Internet Is For (Sharing) Porn. My reply got lengthy, so rather than reply in comments, I wanted to post it here.
Mona writes:
Calico,
The stuff on kink.com disturbs me to no end. I understand that sex […]
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December 31st, 2007
NELA’s Fetish Fair Fleamarket is January 11-13th, in Providence, RI.
Since I used to live in Boston, I try to make it back up for the Fetish Fair Fleamarket. It’s a pleasant weekend if you live in the area. Someday they will have public play instead of just vending and classes, and then I’ll […]
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November 28th, 2007
Today I got into the pictures I did for Kink.com in September. As I have no pay site, I’m going to post a bunch of my favorites for free, because I love you! I’m not an affiliate; I don’t get any more money. But you’re welcome to talk me up on their […]
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October 26th, 2007
Here’s a picture from me last weekend in Boston.
Tying myself up. Courtesy blood-dolls.com.
While there is much about self-bondage on the Internets, I thought to read none of it. Clearly if one can tie up other people, tying oneself up must be easy! Ha. Ahahaha. No.
On an unrelated note, I have […]
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